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Maun shivir (my spiritual experiment which gave me 10 year jump of evolution in 3days. I DIDN'T SPEAK A SINGLE WORD FOR 50 HRS? I went to a special maun shivir from 22 dec 2012 to 26 dec 2012. I took my 9 yrs old daughter along. Her mom was not with us. It was an obivious worry if she could adjust in such compelete maun in unknown group. We left from home @3.30pm but waited for bus to leave @5.40pm. It became boring . There were 30fellows in bus but almost all were new to us. It was an unexpected long journey.so after 2 hrs I started getting bored. Some of fellows started playing antakshari.I was confused whether to join or not? b'coz I was occupied with seriousness of meditation. But suddenly my daughter declared that my dad will sing now? So i had to. but i enjoyed this very much. 3 days of maun (compelete silence) were awsome. on first day there was momentum of thoughts,so we wish to speak. next day, we started to settle down, number of thoughts reduced,

Don't do anything,let it happen   or Do anything,it will happen. Right from the birth, we start doing anything. but what is the basic motive behind all this? every thing was natural in that age -hunger,fear,crying,laugh. We can say that we remain natural, when we have no choice. We all are born with fear within, fear compel us to do something. Ego grown within us with growing age & growing capabilities. Now we can have choice  and that becomes the problem,when we became attached with that choice. It sounds strange,but it's most difficult task to not doing anything. When we do something,it create some value,whether it may be illusive. like many metals are forming oxides or sulphate or some other compound, but noble metal do not react at all and that makes them most valuable. Seeing the world & feeling it is always enjoying, but we put good & bad labels on different experiences. It caused choice & choice made a continuous chain of complain

1 YEAR OF HOMESCHOOL We have completed 1 year of  homeschool for our 10yr & 6yr aged daughters. What happened in this whole year? In JUN- we were following special exercise & diet routine. Sukun learnt to get up early. they took good diet and remain healthy whole year. I gave my whole time to loan process. JULY- Started regular reading of books. I was in some hurry to compelete parallel school syllabus. I was having free time.So may be i was searching a beautiful place to hide. AUG- We were in search of van. In the beginning, I was always in rush to teach them something.But my college going niece gave me a name "daayan(witch)"who is always following children . SEP-Indore social groups seminars OCT-GUJRAT TOUR BY VAN NOV-diwali DEC-MAUN SHIVIR /MOUNT ABU WITH MAMA'S JAN- GOA FAMILY CAMP FEB- NAVNEET MARRIAGE,ANNU'S BIRTHDAY MAR -NANI'S HOME APR- HEALTH CAMP MAY-MARRIAGES IN FAMILY JUN-MANALI-SHIMLA FAMILY CAMP 1JULY - 2

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उलझनें गहरी सी  एक अजीब उलझन भरा दौर फिर सामने है मेरे हमेशा की तरह ? ज़रा सा प्रोफेशनल  फ्लो में ठहराव आता है कि ये सवाल घेरने लगते है. जिस तरीके से जी रहे है ,क्या यही सही तरीका है  जीने का। या फिर जीने का कहाँ कोई तरीका हो सकता है ? जब बैंक अकाउंट भर रहा था तो लाइफ सही चल रही थी , या चल ही नहीं रही थी। हर सवाल के जवाब में हम दिन भर की कमाई सामने रख के कट लेते थे। पैसा से थोडा छूटे तो दिल करता है कि प्यार के पीछे छुप जाओ और मुंह छुपा लो। बीबी को देखता हूँ तो बिना सोचे जी रही है ,हँसते -खेलते। बिल्डिंग में सामने जब सारी फैमिलीज़ मिल गयी तो दिन रात जलसा है। कल क्या हुआ ,कल क्या होगा ,सब भूल गए है। ये हमेशा भूले रहे तो क्या प्रॉब्लम है ? लेकिन जैसे ही होश में आते है सब हिसाब लगाते है कि हम कितने आगे या पीछे है। उसको जब टोकता हूँ टी,बच्चों की स्टडी ,प्रोफेशन में हेल्प या खानदानी रिलेशन को टाइम देने को तो अन्दर से आवाज़ आती है कि वो वैसे  ही तो जी रही है ,जैसे मेरी किताबें कहती है। लाइफ सेट है ,फिर भी एक अजीब सा खिंचाव या अनजाना सा डर है ,जो कि साथ साथ चलता है। ह